Tuesday, February 26, 2013

The Blizzard

Is it any wonder that the kids in my preschool are sick all the time???

It was 70 degrees on Sunday and then on Monday.....

When we left the house at 7:00 in the morning, the ground was covered.


When we got back home at 1:00 in the afternoon, THIS is what it looked like!! Welcome to the Matterhorn! We got stuck trying to get back in the driveway. Dave had to shovel ice and snow just so we could pull in!


Today, it was back in the 50's and almost all of the snow is melted. Well, it was fun while it lasted!

Sunday, February 24, 2013

Update

Well, this update sure has been a long come coming. Sorry! I just don't know where the past 2 months have gone. This (probably long post) is my attempt to catch up. Just try to hold on.

Work -- As usual, work has been super busy and pretty stressful. A new change is finally official, so I can start talking about it publicly...... Starting this fall, we are going to start accepting younger children. Since the beginning of time, we've started at 2 1/2 and fully potty trained. Our clientele has changed over the past several years and we have been getting more requests for younger children and fewer requests for the older kiddos. Unfortunately, our bottom line was been severely hit as a result of this change and it was very clear that we had to either change our model of care or close our doors. Soooooo after much prayer, research, and discussion, we decided to start at 24 months with diapers. I know that doesn't sound like a big deal, but trust me - it is! I am excited, but a little anxious, too. There are lots of things to do before we can do this and I don't have a lot of time to spare.

A second project I'm working on is our 20th anniversary celebration. Our little Preschool turned 20 this year and that deserves a big party! We are planning a party for Sept 8th. Since we're part of the church, you can imagine all of the committees and "interested parties" that have to consulted and/or included. It's not putting together a regular party. Again....fun but stressful.

I have a new board chairperson. I really like her. I have to admit, I'm having to get used to her style. It is completely the opposite of the person who's filled this role for the past 3 years. This person is appointed by the church, so I just have to work with whoever is appointed. Like I said, I really do like my new chairperson. She's definitely gung-ho and wants to learn everything there is to learn about the Preschool. Once more.....fun but stressful.

Home -- DH and I have taken our time working on some projects. We're still tackling the scrapbook room, just slowly and surely. I've gotten all of the cabinets organized like I want and I've finally decided on the wall color. I wanted purple, but it had to be the right purple. Don't laugh....it's much harder than you'd think!! Anyway, decision is made. I'm not sure when we'll get it painted. Maybe during Spring Break?

We hosted family for the Super Bowl. We really didn't care who won. The Steelers weren't playing and former Tech players were on both teams. We were good either way.

I decorated and un-decorated from Valentine's Day.

All of the Christmas and winter decorations are put away for another year.

DH bought a gorgeous new truck. It's amazing! We just went on a whim and came home with this shiny new red truck! I'm excited because it has dual temperature control, so I can be as warm/cool as I need to be without disturbing him. (I imagine he's more excited about that than I am!)


We bought and hung new curtains in our bedroom and the family room. I really like these curtains. They are a little hard to see in this picture. They are burlap with an upholstery binding on the bottom. They are earthy and subtle and provide a sense of homeyness to the room.


I'll show you our bedroom curtains next week after our NEW BED arrives! Yup - you heard that correctly! We did a major splurge and purchased the almost-top-of-the-line Sleep Number bed. We bought the automated bed frame that will raise your head, feet, and even provide a massage! I can't tell you how excited I am about that!! Sometimes the only way I can sleep is when I use our vibrating heating pad. (More on this in a minute)

2 of my family members are battling cancer. They have both had good reports from the doctor and I am praising God for that!

Health -- I am still struggling a lot with my fibromyalgia. I am in constant pain, usually level 4-8. Unfortunately, in the past 2 weeks there have been more times at level 8 than 4. It's very difficult to explain how it feels and the crazy, overwhelming fatigue that hits me. I don't understand how it can be so hard to hold my head upright. How can that be?? There have still been moments of depression. I honestly fight it as much as I can, but it is never too far away. Last week, I even missed some work because I felt so bad. There's also a ton of guilt involved. My brain knows how silly that is, but I still struggle with it. My Lead Teachers and Board Members all know and have been amazingly supportive. That means the world to me. I honestly don't know how long I can keep doing this same job. I love my job very much, but it requires a lot of physical activity plus it's very stressful. Of course, it scares me to think of getting a different job. My plan is to stay here as long as possible.

Well, I think this is the end of my update. I promise to post more regularly from now on. Thanks for still being out there!

Monday, January 7, 2013

New Year's Resolutions

Do you set New Year's Resolutions? I have always been a big NYR'r. I've spent hours thinking about where I am in life and where I want to be. I write out detailed goals, including all the SMART elements. You know..... Specific, Measurable, Attainable, and Realistic. I even put pictures with each goal. Only problem, in retrospect, is that many of them weren't very SMART - especially in the "Realistic" category - and I typically didn't last through the year.

This year is different. NO NYR's. My #1 plan for this year is to be better to myself, and that includes not stressing myself out with a list of formal resolutions. Instead, there are 2 main things that I want in this year.

1) Take care of myself
2) Be more purposeful

So, what does that look like?

Take care of myself....
- Continue with Weight Watchers. I don't know what my final weight will be. That's not as important to me as being healthy and happy. I know I need to lose some weight and I will.

- Add more movement to my days. Maybe that will be on the track at work. Maybe it will be chasing our little preschoolers around the playground. Maybe it will bike riding with my hubby. Who knows??

- Sleep! I have to "get over" feeling guilty for sleeping. My health depends on getting plenty of real sleep. If the laundry doesn't get done tonight, it will be OK.

- Cut back on stress. My nature is to be a high-stress, Type A person. I had honestly gotten quite a bit better and really didn't let too many things get to me. For some reason, I've really struggled with this for the past 6 months or so. I am going to make a concerted effort to work on this.

- Spend more time doing things I enjoy: Enjoying life with my Hubbs, Gardening, Scrapbooking, Decorating, Tablescaping

- Buying a rolling cart so I don't have to carry my super heavy work bag every day.

Be more purposeful...
- Go back to tracking everything through WW. Now that I have an iphone, I can even track on my phone.

- Not spending mindless hours on the computer. Caveat -- reading blogs and spending time on pintrest is therapeutic for me, so I won't be giving it up entirely. I just want to cut back and do other things with my time, as well.

- Leave work at work -- as much as possible. Remember the "Realistic" problem from the past?? Well, I know myself and my responsibilities well enough to know that I can't completely eliminate working from home. It just comes with the territory. Still, I have the power to control it. I'm going to! I am not - and will not - be defined solely by my occupation.

- In my prayer-life and church-life

- With my family time and in my interactions with others

Those plans may be too "mushy" for the business-type folks out there, but for where I am right now, I think they suit me just fine! These are things that I KNOW I can do and I know they will make me a happier, healthier person and that's the only goal I need!

Here's to an awesome 2013!!

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas everyone!! Today is January 1, 2013. I pray that you all had a loving and fulfilling Christmas season. Ours was good, although it won't go down in the record books as one of my favorites. Dave and I had a terrible time making it to Kentucky and while we were there, he had a terrible head cold and I got the stomach flu. Not fun!!! Still, it was wonderful to spend time with family.

Bear with me as I share the Christmas explosion that took over my house. The pictures aren't great, but you'll get a good idea of how everything looked. I love decorating. This year was a little more challenging for me, but it was still fun.

Ready? Here we go!

This is our "Main Tree" -- the fancy one. It sits right in front of the window that overlooks our front patio. It's all purple, silver, and clear. I love it.

Our dining room table - partially set. (Oh well....) I went very simple this year. Just a plain burlap runner with greenery and beads.

My peace candles dressed up with their purple and silver.

We recently purchased a coat rack of sorts. Those are openings for pictures. I simply put scrapbook paper, ribbons, and letters inside.

This is our "Family Tree". Dave and I collect ornaments from everywhere we go and they all find their home right here. It is in my scrapbook room. I love just looking at all of the different ornaments and remembering all of our special times.

The hall bath is filled with snowmen! My brother-in-love finds them a little creepy -- all of those eyes looking at you!! I find them charming and cute! (Even if all those eyes do seem to follow your every move!)
 
 
 

 
 Next up -- the Steelers Tree!! When all of the Christmas decorations went on their big sales last year, I bought the hubs a black tree and a black/gold skirt. Now, he has his very own tree in his office. He had fun putting it all together.

Our Dept. 56 Snow Village is in the family room. We have a few open spaces, but then we'll need to find a new place to display our pieces. I just love this collection.
 


The stockings were hung.... Mine on the left and Dave's on the right.
 

The Angel Tree is in the Guest Room. It's still small, but I know this collection will grow like all of the others!  


And now, for part of the Santas. (Yes, I meant only part. I wasn't able to take pictures of all of them!)

 
This little tree is in the kitchen. It's the Gingerbread Tree. Yummy, huh??


And of course, the Hot Chocolate bar!
 
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Saturday, December 15, 2012

The Shooting in Connecticut

I feel compelled to write, even though I don't know what to write. What can I write that hasn't already been thought and written by thousands of other people? Still, here I am - sitting at my computer, struggling with all these thoughts.

I'm not a parent, but I've spent my entire professional career loving and protecting young children. I started as a young, part-time, after-school teacher in a child care center -- with a group of 5-year-old children. I was a sophomore in college and I loved those kids. Sure, I was a kid myself, but I knew I was there to give them love and do my best to ensure their safety. Back in 1987, we didn't know anything about "active shooters on campus" or "lock-down" situations. We counted faces, made sure we had all of the kids with us at all times, and tried to keep everyone happy.

I've been the director of an NAEYC-Accredited preschool for the past four years and let me tell you -- Ensuring the safety of the children (and staff) takes on an entirely different meaning. I feel an enormous sense of responsibility every day - whether I'm physically at the preschool or not. Immediately after I arrived, I started making changes to beef-up our security. To some, it was a shock. "It's always been done this way." "We've never had a problem, here." Unfortunately, no one has the liberty to say those things anymore. We HAVE to do more to protect ourselves. We can't just take our safety for granted any more.

I created an extensive Disaster Preparedness Plan, and worked closely with first responders to make sure it was "good." Now, we're working with other professionals to make it even better. A couple of weeks ago, one of our fathers (Police Captain of the local university) presented a powerful workshop -- Dealing with an Active Shooter on Campus. It really changed our perspective on things teachers need to do. In a sense, WE are the "first responders". WE are the one's there to protect the children and WE will do what we can to do just that.

This most recent attack has really rattled me. That school had taken precautions -- they were doing things to keep the children and staff safe. Still, this person came in and murdered those innocent people. He killed the School Psychologist - my husband is a School Pscychologist. The children were just babies!!! There is NOTHING that a 5-year-old could ever do that would warrant an attack like this. I keep seeing the 5-year-olds that I have held in my arms. I can call "my kids" by name. Those sweet little faces that I've kissed and funny little stories that I've listened to. My heart aches for those families that will never get to do that again....with THESE little ones. I keep hoping it was like an episode of "Touched by an Angel", so that each person had a loving angel to calm and guide them.

I'm not ready to talk about "him" -- I'm too angry. I know I'm "supposed" to forgive him. I know I should think about him as a 5-year-old, or as a young adult who is lost and hurting. I just can't get there right now. Right now, I'm thinking about these precious little one's and their teachers.

New angels in heaven - just in time for Christmas.

Please join me in praying for the children. We need GOD to take over!! Clearly, we can't handle this on our own.

Monday, December 10, 2012

Happy 1st Year!

Dec 10, 2011 we moved in to our new home -- exactly 1 year ago today. We still LOVE this house!! It's absolutely perfect for us. It's hard to believe that a year has already passed. Time definitely does fly.

In the past year, we have:
- Shared our home with family and friends on multiple occasions
- Bought new furniture
- Built a shed in the backyard
- Dug and established 5 new flowerbeds, including the front patio
- Planted 6 trees
- Floored the attic
- Added new shelving to the attic
- Designed and built my scrapbook room
- Had fun decorating each room and making this house a "home"

Sure, there are more projects to do (all of which my dear hubby is super excited to tackle!!!), but that's part of the fun. For now, I'm going to enjoy this evening by sitting in the dark, with only the Christmas tree lights glowing. Ahhh!! My spirit is at peace!!!

Monday, December 3, 2012

Health Update

I don't want to write most of these posts about my fibro, but I also want to share what's going on. So -- here's the latest.

The Cymbalta is definitely working and I'm starting to have more "good days". Unfortunately, this isn't one of them, but that's to be expected. Honestly, I still hurt somewhere on my body almost all of the time. Today, both of my arms feel like they are burning. I'm used to my forearms burning/hurting, but the past couple of days, the backs of my arms have been feeling like this, too. It feels like when something has rubbed against your skin for a long time and left it sore and sensitive. Wearing shirts is uncomfortable.

My left leg feels like that a little bit, plus it is weak and tired. The strangest part is the top of my rear! Let me tell ya -- having that part of your body hurt is no fun at all! When my leg hurts, it often impacts my walking. Today, I had someone ask me if I was OK. She said she could see me limping a little bit.

I have 6 large ulcers in my mouth. I have always gotten lots of ulcers, but the past few years I haven't had very many at all. I had almost forgotten how badly they hurt! YUCK! I'm guessing that there's just "something in my system" right now. I'll sure be glad when "it's" gone!

For the most part, I think my energy level is starting to come back. I'm still tired, but it's not as bad as it was. I'm not having to take a nap during the work day. I still take a break and sometimes sleep, but I don't have to.

My scalp hasn't been hurting! Yay!

Here's what I know....
1) Lack of sleep is a big trigger.
2) Stress is a big trigger.
3) Cold weather is a trigger.
4) A drastic weather change is a trigger.
5) Cymbalta is a necessity!
6) Everyone I've told has been amazingly supportive!
7) An epson salt bath really helps.
8) I have an amazing husband who is crazy about me!

I am blessed!